Post by Bee on Dec 8, 2009 9:53:27 GMT
"DECLAN!" I heard Bridget yell.
I shot out of bed and looked around my bedroom, "DECLAN!" i heard again from my bedside table.
I looked down at my phone and realized that that was my alarm sound, i opened it up and switched it off.
I shook my head amused then checked the time, "7am" which means i have to get India up and ready for school, take a shower myself then take her to school and visit Bridget.
I decided to take a shower before getting India up because it would mean that I didnt have to worry about her downstairs while i'm upstairs.
I went and took a quick shower before unfogging the mirror and checking out my young body, there above my right peck was three tattoos, i was surprised that i actually got tattoos without passing out as i read what was written on them.
Bridget Napier
"The love of my life"
India Napier
23/6/2009
"my little princess"
Anna Napier
12/9/2011-14/12/2012
"my angel in heaven"
I felt saddened over Anna as i read her name, i felt like a grieving father, i never realized i could feel this horrible as i traced her name with my index finger.
I got dressed with Anna on my mind and then went downstairs where India was already eating breakfast in her school clothes.
"I want to go see mummy today" India told me as she munched on her cornflakes.
"You know that's not an option sweetie" I told her popping some bread into the toaster.
"It is an option dad you just don't want to let her get mad at you!" India said slamming her empty bowl into the dishwasher.
"It is not an option India, maybe when the baby is born and everything has calmed down, maybe then you'll see her" I told her.
"You always say that dad!" India yelled, "You know what i dont care anymore, you and mum can stick it where the sun dont shine!".
"INDIA NAPIER" I yelled pulling her back before she could run away.
She looked scared of me as i yelled "DONT YOU DARE TALK ABOUT YOUR MOTHER LIKE THAT, OR ME FOR THAT MATTER!"
"Fine whatever dad" India pulled herself out of my grip and walked off to her room.
I started doing the dishes still fuming from the way that my daughter had talked to me...it wasnt my fault, if only my wife would come home, everything would be fine again, but until the baby's born she refuses to even see India let alone live with her.
I dropped a glass on the floor out of pure annoyance.
"Shit!" I exclaimed storming to the laundry to get the brush and shovel.
I went back and India was standing at the entrance of her room, "What's wrong?" she asked.
"Nothing i just dropped a cup" I said walking to the kitchen.
"Argh!" I yelled as i cut my finger on some glass sweeping it up, "You stupid MOTHER F*&CKER".
"Declan!" Mum came walking in holding Oliver and Carmella's then two year old daughter Alice.
"What oh" I swept up the rest of the glass and tipped it in the bin, "Sorry".
"I think you should say sorry to your daughter, and your niece, they both dont need to hear that sort of language!" mum snapped at me, "Oh you're bleeding".
"Yeah" i looked down at my hand, "That's why i swore".
"Hey Grandma" India walked in, "Dad can you keep your yelling down?".
I sent my daughter a death glare, she took Alice and ran out of the room again.
"What was that for?" Mum asked.
"She's being a pain this morning" I told her as i hunted for a bandaid.
"Doesnt mean you have to glare at her!" Mum lectured, "What was she being a pain about?".
"She wants to see Didge and wont take no for an answer" I told her, "I have told her that Didge cant handle it right now!".
"She's going to have to one day Dec, i'll take Indy into school for you but you have to go try to convince Didge to come home or at least see Indy" Mum told me.
I nodded "Ok, India i'm going you're grandma is taking you to school" I yelled down the hall.
"Ok dad" India came walking up the hallway with Alice holding her hand.
I got to Bridget's house a couple of minutes later and saw that her car was gone, i thought that this was odd because i knew that she wasnt working today and we'd arranged to meet at her house.
I walked up to the front door and found a note from Bridget.
Dear Dec and India,
I cant stay here any longer, well for now anyway, I had the baby last night, it's a girl, I haven't named her yet though, we are going somewhere just the two of us for a while anyway....
I love you both but i cant be around either of you for now
Love Bridget/Mum
P.S a picture of our girl is underneath this note....I'm sorry Dec.....
That's when i woke up from my dream in a cold sweat...
I shot out of bed and looked around my bedroom, "DECLAN!" i heard again from my bedside table.
I looked down at my phone and realized that that was my alarm sound, i opened it up and switched it off.
I shook my head amused then checked the time, "7am" which means i have to get India up and ready for school, take a shower myself then take her to school and visit Bridget.
I decided to take a shower before getting India up because it would mean that I didnt have to worry about her downstairs while i'm upstairs.
I went and took a quick shower before unfogging the mirror and checking out my young body, there above my right peck was three tattoos, i was surprised that i actually got tattoos without passing out as i read what was written on them.
Bridget Napier
"The love of my life"
India Napier
23/6/2009
"my little princess"
Anna Napier
12/9/2011-14/12/2012
"my angel in heaven"
I felt saddened over Anna as i read her name, i felt like a grieving father, i never realized i could feel this horrible as i traced her name with my index finger.
I got dressed with Anna on my mind and then went downstairs where India was already eating breakfast in her school clothes.
"I want to go see mummy today" India told me as she munched on her cornflakes.
"You know that's not an option sweetie" I told her popping some bread into the toaster.
"It is an option dad you just don't want to let her get mad at you!" India said slamming her empty bowl into the dishwasher.
"It is not an option India, maybe when the baby is born and everything has calmed down, maybe then you'll see her" I told her.
"You always say that dad!" India yelled, "You know what i dont care anymore, you and mum can stick it where the sun dont shine!".
"INDIA NAPIER" I yelled pulling her back before she could run away.
She looked scared of me as i yelled "DONT YOU DARE TALK ABOUT YOUR MOTHER LIKE THAT, OR ME FOR THAT MATTER!"
"Fine whatever dad" India pulled herself out of my grip and walked off to her room.
I started doing the dishes still fuming from the way that my daughter had talked to me...it wasnt my fault, if only my wife would come home, everything would be fine again, but until the baby's born she refuses to even see India let alone live with her.
I dropped a glass on the floor out of pure annoyance.
"Shit!" I exclaimed storming to the laundry to get the brush and shovel.
I went back and India was standing at the entrance of her room, "What's wrong?" she asked.
"Nothing i just dropped a cup" I said walking to the kitchen.
"Argh!" I yelled as i cut my finger on some glass sweeping it up, "You stupid MOTHER F*&CKER".
"Declan!" Mum came walking in holding Oliver and Carmella's then two year old daughter Alice.
"What oh" I swept up the rest of the glass and tipped it in the bin, "Sorry".
"I think you should say sorry to your daughter, and your niece, they both dont need to hear that sort of language!" mum snapped at me, "Oh you're bleeding".
"Yeah" i looked down at my hand, "That's why i swore".
"Hey Grandma" India walked in, "Dad can you keep your yelling down?".
I sent my daughter a death glare, she took Alice and ran out of the room again.
"What was that for?" Mum asked.
"She's being a pain this morning" I told her as i hunted for a bandaid.
"Doesnt mean you have to glare at her!" Mum lectured, "What was she being a pain about?".
"She wants to see Didge and wont take no for an answer" I told her, "I have told her that Didge cant handle it right now!".
"She's going to have to one day Dec, i'll take Indy into school for you but you have to go try to convince Didge to come home or at least see Indy" Mum told me.
I nodded "Ok, India i'm going you're grandma is taking you to school" I yelled down the hall.
"Ok dad" India came walking up the hallway with Alice holding her hand.
I got to Bridget's house a couple of minutes later and saw that her car was gone, i thought that this was odd because i knew that she wasnt working today and we'd arranged to meet at her house.
I walked up to the front door and found a note from Bridget.
Dear Dec and India,
I cant stay here any longer, well for now anyway, I had the baby last night, it's a girl, I haven't named her yet though, we are going somewhere just the two of us for a while anyway....
I love you both but i cant be around either of you for now
Love Bridget/Mum
P.S a picture of our girl is underneath this note....I'm sorry Dec.....
That's when i woke up from my dream in a cold sweat...