Post by Bee on Mar 25, 2010 2:10:49 GMT
*Bridget’s P.O.V*
+Guess this means you're sorry+
+You're standing at my door+
I stormed into the house followed by mum who was yelling at me for being at the abortion clinic, like it’s her decision what I’m going to do, she’s far from a normal mother, any normal mother was openly encourage me to have this abortion but my mum wants me to keep my baby, I only just turned 17 for gods sake!. Then Declan followed, he was holding a wombat and I had to admit he looked very cute, he’d be a good dad, wait no…I need to stay on track here… I stood at the door and looked as his face turned from stressed to happy upon his eyes resting on my face. I still want this abortion, I don’t trust him at all, for being my partner for life, and definitely not for being the father of my child. I placed a hand over my stomach as mum, dad and Rebecca talked and Declan’s eyes followed it down, he smiled and I sighed before walking to my room. I didn’t even realize he followed me in until I felt my bed move downwards as his weight pushed it and I ended rolling down a bit.
+Guess this means you take back+
+All you said before+
“I’m a tool I know” He wiped away my tears that began flowing as soon as he sat near me, “And I will never leave you again when the going gets tough”.
I shrugged disbelievingly.
Declan noticed this so he got up and pulled the tab off the can of drink I had on my bedside table and got down on one knee, “Bridget, will you marry me?”.
I was shocked but I knew he was kidding so I pulled the tab off my finger and said, “If we ever do get married, I’m going to need a way better ring!”.
We started kissing then and I could tell he was relieved that I’d taken him back, but I couldn’t understand why I did in the first place, I guess it’s that effect that the love of your life has on you.
+Like how much you wanted+
+Anyone but me+
+Said you'd never come back+
+But here you are again+
That night I fell into an uneasy sleep, I was worried about my unborn child who was going to have to be raised by teenagers, I felt bad for it, I felt bad for us too, being thrown into this predicament so young.
I dreamt of the confrontation Declan and I had when I told him about being pregnant, he’d gone completely insane, I never knew he’d react like that, I thought he’d be angry but at least he’d support me, how wrong I was about that!
He’d told me that he didn’t want anything to do with me or our kid, told me I was a stupid kid and that he never wanted to see me again before running off and leaving me there alone. Ringo had come over then and asked what it was all about, but I couldn’t speak I just walked off myself slow enough so that when I got back to the street I saw Declan drive off on me when I tried talking to him again about our child.
I woke up then in a cold sweat, there was Declan patting a wet sponge to my head and telling me that I’d been thrashing about in bed.
*Declan’s P.O.V*
+Because we belong together now+
+Forever united here somehow+
I knew I’d been wrong when I had run away from her, she was carrying my child after all, but I couldn’t bare to think about becoming a father so young, I was so used to my life I guess. But I knew the second I saw her for the first time that she’d be mind one day, that we’d be together forever and this is how it works out I guess, we’d be united from this one mistake, a brilliant mistake don’t get me wrong but it was still a mistake in itself.
+Yeah you got a piece of me+
My child, my baby, hopefully my son, I was going to be a dad, she was going to be my child’s mother, we were bound forever by this child I was in awe of this fact, that my girlfriend now had a piece of me with her for the next 9 months, I lay in bed that night after visiting Bridget who was thrashing about, she’d been dreaming about me I could tell, I guess I needed to spend the next 9 months making up to her about running out of her when she told me she was pregnant.
+And honestly+
+My life would suck without you+
When I was in the bush the one thing I realised, moving up to Alice Springs was the worst idea I’d ever had, I knew my life was not complete without her in it, and I knew I wanted to get to know my baby, but I was scared, and I thought that this was the only solution, this was until I found that picture of me and her in my wallet, I knew then that we’d have to be together.
+Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye+
+Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight+
Declan was dreaming: He was walking through the bush again, this time thinking about the fight they’d had over the baby, he had made up his mind instantly that he never wanted anything to do with his child, he’d just mess up it’s life anyway, he’s never had a father and the only father figure he’d had in his life was Richard Aaronow and he’d been a lousy father to him.
+I know that I've got issues+
+But you're pretty messed up too+
“YOU GOT YOURSELF PREGNANT IT WASN’T MY FAULT” I yelled up to the sky in my dream, “I SHOULDN’T HAVE TO LIVE WITH YOUR MISTAKES!”
+Either way I found out+
+I'm nothing without you+
I woke in a cold sweat, this time Bridget was sitting at my bed looking shell-shocked.
“What’s wrong?” I asked her.
“You told me I got myself pregnant and it wasn’t your fault” Bridget looked really hurt.
“I didn’t mean that!” I said, “It was a dream!”.
“Whatever” Bridget got up and left the bedroom to go back to her own house.
+Because we belong together now+
+Forever united here somehow+
+Yeah you got a piece of me+
+And honestly+
+My life would suck without you+
“Didge!” I caught up with her before she turned up to her own house, “Please listen, I didn’t mean it, my life sucks without you! Please don’t leave me!!”.
Bridget turned around, “Declan I’m pregnant with your baby, are you sure you don’t just care for it?”.
I shook his head, “I love you, I want to be with you forever now!”.
Bridget smiled and allowed herself to be enveloped in his hug.
*Bridget’s P.O.V*
+Being with you is so dysfunctional+
+I really shouldn't miss you+
+But I can't let you go+
+Oh Yeah+
I knew that I shouldn’t take him back, he’d run out when I’d told him I was pregnant, then kissed a footy skank. But somehow I didn’t want to leave his arms that night, I knew from then on in that he was my soulmate, the one that I was meant to be with forever, but it was going to be hard, he was barely 18 and I was barely 17 they weren’t the ideal parents for a child but they were the baby’s parents regardless.
+Because we belong together now+
+Forever united here somehow+
+Yeah you got a piece of me+
+And honestly+
+My life would suck without you+
I allowed myself to be taken back to Declan’s house where I spent the night with him.
Song is Kelly Clarkson - My life would suck without you.
+Guess this means you're sorry+
+You're standing at my door+
I stormed into the house followed by mum who was yelling at me for being at the abortion clinic, like it’s her decision what I’m going to do, she’s far from a normal mother, any normal mother was openly encourage me to have this abortion but my mum wants me to keep my baby, I only just turned 17 for gods sake!. Then Declan followed, he was holding a wombat and I had to admit he looked very cute, he’d be a good dad, wait no…I need to stay on track here… I stood at the door and looked as his face turned from stressed to happy upon his eyes resting on my face. I still want this abortion, I don’t trust him at all, for being my partner for life, and definitely not for being the father of my child. I placed a hand over my stomach as mum, dad and Rebecca talked and Declan’s eyes followed it down, he smiled and I sighed before walking to my room. I didn’t even realize he followed me in until I felt my bed move downwards as his weight pushed it and I ended rolling down a bit.
+Guess this means you take back+
+All you said before+
“I’m a tool I know” He wiped away my tears that began flowing as soon as he sat near me, “And I will never leave you again when the going gets tough”.
I shrugged disbelievingly.
Declan noticed this so he got up and pulled the tab off the can of drink I had on my bedside table and got down on one knee, “Bridget, will you marry me?”.
I was shocked but I knew he was kidding so I pulled the tab off my finger and said, “If we ever do get married, I’m going to need a way better ring!”.
We started kissing then and I could tell he was relieved that I’d taken him back, but I couldn’t understand why I did in the first place, I guess it’s that effect that the love of your life has on you.
+Like how much you wanted+
+Anyone but me+
+Said you'd never come back+
+But here you are again+
That night I fell into an uneasy sleep, I was worried about my unborn child who was going to have to be raised by teenagers, I felt bad for it, I felt bad for us too, being thrown into this predicament so young.
I dreamt of the confrontation Declan and I had when I told him about being pregnant, he’d gone completely insane, I never knew he’d react like that, I thought he’d be angry but at least he’d support me, how wrong I was about that!
He’d told me that he didn’t want anything to do with me or our kid, told me I was a stupid kid and that he never wanted to see me again before running off and leaving me there alone. Ringo had come over then and asked what it was all about, but I couldn’t speak I just walked off myself slow enough so that when I got back to the street I saw Declan drive off on me when I tried talking to him again about our child.
I woke up then in a cold sweat, there was Declan patting a wet sponge to my head and telling me that I’d been thrashing about in bed.
*Declan’s P.O.V*
+Because we belong together now+
+Forever united here somehow+
I knew I’d been wrong when I had run away from her, she was carrying my child after all, but I couldn’t bare to think about becoming a father so young, I was so used to my life I guess. But I knew the second I saw her for the first time that she’d be mind one day, that we’d be together forever and this is how it works out I guess, we’d be united from this one mistake, a brilliant mistake don’t get me wrong but it was still a mistake in itself.
+Yeah you got a piece of me+
My child, my baby, hopefully my son, I was going to be a dad, she was going to be my child’s mother, we were bound forever by this child I was in awe of this fact, that my girlfriend now had a piece of me with her for the next 9 months, I lay in bed that night after visiting Bridget who was thrashing about, she’d been dreaming about me I could tell, I guess I needed to spend the next 9 months making up to her about running out of her when she told me she was pregnant.
+And honestly+
+My life would suck without you+
When I was in the bush the one thing I realised, moving up to Alice Springs was the worst idea I’d ever had, I knew my life was not complete without her in it, and I knew I wanted to get to know my baby, but I was scared, and I thought that this was the only solution, this was until I found that picture of me and her in my wallet, I knew then that we’d have to be together.
+Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye+
+Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight+
Declan was dreaming: He was walking through the bush again, this time thinking about the fight they’d had over the baby, he had made up his mind instantly that he never wanted anything to do with his child, he’d just mess up it’s life anyway, he’s never had a father and the only father figure he’d had in his life was Richard Aaronow and he’d been a lousy father to him.
+I know that I've got issues+
+But you're pretty messed up too+
“YOU GOT YOURSELF PREGNANT IT WASN’T MY FAULT” I yelled up to the sky in my dream, “I SHOULDN’T HAVE TO LIVE WITH YOUR MISTAKES!”
+Either way I found out+
+I'm nothing without you+
I woke in a cold sweat, this time Bridget was sitting at my bed looking shell-shocked.
“What’s wrong?” I asked her.
“You told me I got myself pregnant and it wasn’t your fault” Bridget looked really hurt.
“I didn’t mean that!” I said, “It was a dream!”.
“Whatever” Bridget got up and left the bedroom to go back to her own house.
+Because we belong together now+
+Forever united here somehow+
+Yeah you got a piece of me+
+And honestly+
+My life would suck without you+
“Didge!” I caught up with her before she turned up to her own house, “Please listen, I didn’t mean it, my life sucks without you! Please don’t leave me!!”.
Bridget turned around, “Declan I’m pregnant with your baby, are you sure you don’t just care for it?”.
I shook his head, “I love you, I want to be with you forever now!”.
Bridget smiled and allowed herself to be enveloped in his hug.
*Bridget’s P.O.V*
+Being with you is so dysfunctional+
+I really shouldn't miss you+
+But I can't let you go+
+Oh Yeah+
I knew that I shouldn’t take him back, he’d run out when I’d told him I was pregnant, then kissed a footy skank. But somehow I didn’t want to leave his arms that night, I knew from then on in that he was my soulmate, the one that I was meant to be with forever, but it was going to be hard, he was barely 18 and I was barely 17 they weren’t the ideal parents for a child but they were the baby’s parents regardless.
+Because we belong together now+
+Forever united here somehow+
+Yeah you got a piece of me+
+And honestly+
+My life would suck without you+
I allowed myself to be taken back to Declan’s house where I spent the night with him.
Song is Kelly Clarkson - My life would suck without you.
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