Your Life through My Eyes

[jess]

well i wrote a one shot before Bridget Died but ive modified it into a fanfiction its about Declan retelling events before Bridget died but its how he saw it im going to start at the rafting accident the first update will come as soon as i write it which will hopefully be tonight
Jess xx

[sophie]

Sounds good and I'm really looking forward to reading it!

[Bee]

sounds really good, update soon (:

[jess]

“ oh and Bridget your on that raft”
Iknew this could only be trouble I only needed to think of two words and one person to fit that description
Kyle Canning
Well there was one thing I was sure about
Im not letting this happen
“ Sir I think Bridget should be in the same bout as me”
“ I don’t need looking after” I heard Bridget mumble
“ well what do you wannna do”
I looked at Bridget
“ fine” she said
I knew she wasn’t impressed but I just wanted to keep her safe
Later on we were gearing up
I heard Bridget over by Principal Simpson
“ I wanna change back to the other raft”
Uh oh
“ isn’t to late”
“ fine your on raft A”
The principal said walking off
I gave her an annoyed stare
‘ im sick of being treated like a girl” Bridget said
I was still annoyed at her she just wouldn’t see im trying to keep her safe
We set on the rafts riding
I kept a close eye on Bridget her raft was in front of us by miles I asked we could at least try and beat them
But then the race got suspended cause there were was a rough bend and we had to go through it one at a time
Too bad we almost had them to
We tried to close in just as a healthy competition
Then I heard two works
“ BREAKS ON”
I looked up and the raft had turned around and was paddling towards us
“ Sir what are they doing theyre coming right for us”
There was more talking
“ HOLD ON EVERYONE”
“ GET OUT OF THE WAY” I shouted
And then I got knocked over
Then I heard a bunch of screams before nothing
Before making I didn’t fall off the edge I looked up
“Bridget”
Panic shot through me
“ Bridget”
“ can you guys, can you guys see Bridget”
Now Panic was pumping in me
“ BRIDGET”
“BRIDGET”
We were paddling to shore
I was still getting no response and now panicking even more
We reached the land
“ BRIDGET”
All I could see was rushing water
I ran down the river further
“ BRIDGET”
I pulled justin out of the water
“ where is she wheres Bridget”
Justin grabbed onto me but I pushed him away
Fear rage and panic shot through me
I pulled Kyle out of the water
“ wheres Bridget”
“ shes under the water”
Fear ran up my spine I ran towards the water preparing to jump in
“ BRIDGET” I was about to jump in
“ DECLAN NO” Andrew pulled me back
“ Zeke”
“ Libby”
“ Bridget”
I looked around
“ ZEKE”
“ LIBBY”
“BRIDGET” I yelled
I collapsed in Andrews arms
And I feared strongly for my girlfriend and unborn child
As I looked around the rushing water

[Ali]

that was great

ah the days when we didn't know that Eloise was leaving....and a months break felt like torture. Little did we know

[smilelino]

Can't wait to read more. True those were the good old days...

[suse]

Thank you Jess. It's so nice to relive the days when we didn't know what horrors were coming our way.

Looking forward to more ;D.

[jess]

than for your comments everyoe update shall come soon

[jess]

I kept screaming for Bridget as police and a search team arrived
And they sent us back to the tent
They sent Ringo and Donna to Hopsital
They tried to get me to go to but I couldn’t not until I knew Bridget was ok
I was leaving a message for mum letting her know whats happened
“ mum I gotta go” I said hanging up the phone
And thats when I saw Miranda and Steve
“ Declan thankgod Wheres Didge “ Steve said putting a had on my shoulder
“ where is she Declan” Miranda said
I was lost for words
“ Bridget she... she went overboard so did Zeke” I said
And thats when it hit me
“ but you said youd look after her” Miranda said
“ yeah I know”
“ YOU PROMISED” Miranda said
Steve tried to calm Mirada down
As Dan came in all I could think about what Bridget and our Baby were they ok like Miranda said I promised to look after her but I let Bridget down oh god panic was still shooting through me like nothing else
It had started raining oh great Bridgets out ther probably freezing cold and...
I tuned back into what was happening I heard Karl asking Dan how this could’ve happened
Steve decided to go and search
“ well they can try and stop me” Steve said
“ me too” Karl said
“ and me” I said getting up and starting to go over
“ Dec stay here mate”
I sighed and sat back down worrying about Bridget
I got changed out of my wetsuit and went out
“ im gonna go find them” I said
“ your promised youd look after thats the only reason I let her go in the first place” Miranda said
It seemed like she was giving me a guilt trip
“ yeah I tried to” I argued
“ you tried is that the best you could do” Miranda said just as Andrew cut in
“ he did try I made the final call on who was in which raft” Andrew said
Thats when Miranda’s fury showed
She had a go at Andrew and the Sr Sergent Caskey cut in
“ we found this and we traced the wetsuit it came from”
I looked at her anxiously
“ im afraid its Bridgets” she said
“ noooo” Miranda said
‘ I couldn’t say anything just panic and worry filled me
I stepped over some rocks and trees beside the riverbank
“ BRIDGET” I shouted
Hoping that if she heard me she would reply
I walked up a small hill
“ BRIDGET”
Still nothing
Now I was really getting worried
Id been searching for ages
I looked more and I saw something floating in the water
I jumped over a tree and got down to the waterside and bent down
It was a waterbottle
I dropped the water bottle back in the water
“ BRIDGET”
A rustle came from behind me and I immeadiatly turned around
And there she was
A shock of relief came through me
I sighed with relief and got up and began to run up to the hill
Where she was standing hanging onto a tree
I reached the top of the hill and took her in my arms
I felt so relieved and happy that she was safe and alive
I kissed her cheek
“ are you ok” I asked
“ just a bit wet” she replied
I immeadiatly took of my jacket and put it around her and she smiled at me
And I smiled back
I smiled again just being happy to see her
I ran my fingers through her wet hair and tried to try her off
“ your such a dag” she said to me which made me laugh
I looked down at her foot and then back up at her
“ and they... they found your other boot” I said to her noticing she only had one boot on
“ thats such a relief “ she said to me
This made me laugh again
And I kissed her and she leaned on me as we looked into each others eyes

I came back into the tent with Bridget by my side
Miranda and Steve saw this and immediately rushed over to her
“ oh Bridget “ Miranda said as she and Steve took her into a hug
“ im ok im alright” She said back
“ is everyone alright” thats my Didge making sure everyone is ok
Miranda and Steve were cut off by Sr Sergent Caskey
“ Bridget Parker” she said
“ yeah”
“ Sr Sergent Caskey welcome back”
Bridget mouthed thankyou
“ were gonna get a medic to look at you ok”
“ shes pregnant” Miranda said
This reminded me of if our baby was ok
“ you didn’t answer my question” Bridget said
“ Ringo and Donna are at the hospital” Miranda said
Bridget caught on quickly
“ Libby , Zeke” Didge said
“ theyre still missing sweetheart” Steve said
“ well why aren’t you looking for them then shouldn’t everyone be looking” Didge said
Steph arrived after that and Dan and Karl walked I carrying Libby
We arrived at the hospital
The docters were with Bridget so I was put on food run how fun
I went up to Miranda
“ I thought you might be hungry so I got you ham and cheese had to wrestle Donna for it though”
Which was true when it comes to ham and cheese Donna loves it was a tough one to win
She thanked me and asked how Donna was
Then she told me to sit down and told me she was sorry for blaming me
I just wanted Bridget to be ok and I wanted our baby to be ok
I decided to go and visit Bridget
“ ive got some food for you if thats ok” I asked the docter
“ try and stop her” she said
I got all of Bridgets favourite things
“ but first for you orange juice and a banana” I said
“ don’t be such a bully” she said
Which made me laugh
She was cute when she thought I was bullying her
“ hang onto this one hes not bad” Dr Olenski said walkig out
“ for a bully” Bridget said looking at me
I held out a nugged and she took straight into her mouth

[jess]

anyone?

[jeffiner1892]

I'm enjoying it, it's really good.

And it is nice to go back to the days when ignorance was bliss, not knowing what was going to happen to Bridget in a few months time.

[suse]

Its lovely reading about the good old days again.

Fantastic ;D.

[jess]

ive been neglecting my fics update shall come soon
i just figured out its not a good idea to listen to the last day on earth song and read the summary of Bridgets death at the same time made me cry so bad